2015

2014

学到了 凡是 不要太相信别人
学到了 只有 钱能改变一个人
学到了 不管 什么事只听自己
学到了 尊重 只给尊重你的人
学到了 执着 代表自己的原则
学到了 坚持 才能继续向前进
学到了 自信 让自己更了不起
学到了 借口 只给没准备的人
学到了 低头 才能在未来抬头
学到了 微笑 就是最好的答案
学到了 谦虚 让自己多点朋友
学到了 爱人 前先懂得爱自己
学到了 聆听 比抢着说更重要
学到了 机会 只给准备好的人

2014
让我成长了不少 也懂事了不少
让我看穿了不少 也看开了不少

伤过 痛过 哭过

要记得

笑着 开心 生活

The days u had gone

I do my best not to think
i do my best not to love
i do my best not to miss
i do my best not to see

is hurt is sad is in hell

but i know thats the only way
to let go to give up

i love u more than everyone
i care u more than u can see

im not as strong as u think
im not as tough as u see
im not as independent as u know

but without u
i need to be stronger...

whenever i having problems
i will never call again

the speed dial number will never change
just i will never long press again

i wont cry and call again
i wont talk about everything anymore
i wont tell u whats going on
i wont share my stories anymore

not selfish just u dont care

i just wish she will love u longer than me one more day..

I'm fine

Nth to say 

My heart just only feel the pain and nth else

Stay back

Is what I can do

Leave you

Is the best for u

Wish you

Is the only words I can say

Sorry for make u feel that way

Sorry for everything I did

Sorry for I should tell u earlier

Sorry for I should realize earlier

Thanks for being so cruel 

Thanks for waking me up

Thanks for leave me once again

Thanks for make me even stronger 

Memories only hold me for step forward 

Dreams will pull me for stepping backward

U used to be the memories and the dreams

But now u are the memories.....

 

Who am i for you

You are my everything

but for you, who am i ?

20 facts about me

1. i really love money and love to be rich

2. im a very self confidence person

3. im a very self protecting girl

4. i have super duper strong ego

5. i very stubborn

6. i got my own prinsip

7. i dont like to explain

8. i hate people doubt on me

9. i hate to wait

10. i hate to take ppl for granted, so dont take me for granted too..

11. treat me good i will 10times good to u too..

12. Family are always number 1...

13. He is the only person i trust i rely and i care..

14. I can give him everything even the time...

15. i can do everything if he ask to..

16. he is too important for me..

17. he not my boyfriend but he more than boyfriend more than family

18. i love him more than i love myself

19. i got a buddy that i know him for 6 years and knew him through online..

20. i believe in miracle so im a designer

Your dream will be part of my dream

after one year

i finally got my first car
the feeling is so happy so excited

first time drive so far
along the way from melaka to KL
from KL to ipoh
from ipoh to Penang

i meet 2 VIP in my life

one is my little boy
one is my buddy

little boy always there for me bo matter how
i truly appreciate that GOD bring him to me
a listener a angel a motivator in my life

buddy.. a man that always understand me
he know all the feeling all the passion
he know my name and my story

a journey is not journey without them

i just nothing to you

hey.. im here..

blog is the place whenever i cant find someone to talk and leave down the msg here

some are good;some are bad

the way i care is too much for you
the way i care make you feel weird
the way i care chase you away

i have no ideas what should i do

heart break for thousands times just bcs of your words
heart beat fast for thousands times also just bcs of your words

u are too affective to me
u are too poison for me

the closer i go the suffer i am

for no reason being good to you
for no reason giving unlimited to you
for no reason wanna treat you good as much as i can
for no reason i keep falling into you

there's many times i wanna give up
i wanna disappear from your life
i wanna hide far away from you

but who cares
you may never know
how important you are to me

i should stay away from you
just far away

i cant take it whenever you ignore me