x.x

know more doesn't means is a good thing

friends..........

Sometimes you pick your friends, sometimes they pick you.

nice quote

Friend

what it means by friend

friend

the one who really stand beside me

no matter where am i

but not the one stand far away

from me

too many friends

in my life

 and 

they just like strangers to me

sometimes they very close to me

sometimes they just far away

they appear when they need help

they disappear when i need help

maybe is my problem

maybe is not

true friend never appear in my life

cant trust even one

they are too strange

for me

live for myself

一個人生活

葉子在窗外輕輕搖動 人行道沒有行人走過
鏡子裡的我很不像我 自從你離開了我變得很軟弱

你的影子在每一個角落 好像是在提醒著我
少了你的陪伴 我現在有多寂寞

我想我可以習慣一個人生活 我想我可以假裝不曾愛過
冰涼的夜裡讓眼淚溫熱我

我想我可以習慣一個人生活 在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
愛情怎麼會是這個結果

葉子在窗外輕輕搖動 人行道沒有行人走過
鏡子裡的我很不像我 自從你離開了我變的很軟弱

你的影子在每ㄧ個角落 好像是在體醒著我
少了你的陪伴 我現在有多寂寞

我想我可以習慣一個人生活 我想我可以假裝不曾愛過
感覺如果要走誰能說

我想我可以習慣一個人生活 在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
愛情是個夢而我睡過頭

我想我可以習慣一個人生活 記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
愛情是個夢而我 睡過頭

23rd of JUNE

what a boring day

stomachache for few days

it never turning well

but still

go out for a movie ( Vampires hunter)

having Sakae sushi

having a walk at Armenian street

expectation is interesting and nice

in fact boring till max

today outfit

like purple reddish hair color very much

^^

fall in love with a sentence:

if u trying, i staying...

hope someone is trying out there

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He finally update his blog

and i know 

he slowing down

maybe i should

look it in a different angle

slowing down is actually a good thing

u can see more things if u slow down

success is not belongs to the one who run fastest

but is belongs to the one non-stop running

all the best to u 

and dream come true 

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别让自己活得太累..
应该学著想开、看淡，
学著不强求，学著深藏..

别让自己活得太累..
适时放松自己，寻找宣洩，
给疲惫的心灵解解压..

人之所以会烦恼，
就是记性太好，
却总记住那些不该记住的东西..

所以，
记住快乐的事，忘记令你悲伤的事..

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by:Doreen

changing.............

Changing.........

i start to change myself into another style

try sth out of ordinary

now is in reddish purple hair

but i have to maintain this color

so it wont turn brown

i hope after 2 months

i can do this curly hair

but in blue purple color

^^

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shopping too much in this few weeks

make my wallet thinner n thinner

so sad

anyway

assignments getting heavier and heavier

n i start busier and busier

plenty of things to do

but i dun know how to start

week 4 coming

gonna to war again

all the best to everyone

i am not the one u think

maybe sometimes

i really make ppls feel i'm so AWKWARD

but i wanna tell u here

im not what u think

whatever i do

is what i really want to do

i dun wan to have any single regret in my life

u make me feel worth of doing all this

JJ

i dun want to have any promise between us

bcs promise will break anytime 

if we didnt keep it well

just want to keep u deep in my heart

so happy today

today is a happy day

morning class lecturer on mc

and i sit at a corner and do research

listen to my songs

and line with my brother

web design class

the subject i love

but i lost interested on the lecturer

he seem like cnt teach

or he really scare we win him

on the other side

for me

he dun have the term n conditions to be the lecturer

bcs he cnt teach us

he just show us how pro is he

today

everyone just get the bomb

just like what i got in the 1st week

they finally know my feeling

all of us

really pissed off

and start meeting

around a corner

discussing how to continue this assignment

anyway

we all work tgt n figure out ourselves

after class

when on the way back

 i take out my hp and press someone's num without thinking

so surprised

someone pick up the call

is really out of expect

maybe i used to listen

"the num u have dial......."

everytime call

i feel the pain in my heart

i dun know y

the voice so stress and so down

i wanna tell u so badly
i really miss u

and

i love u

i want to rmb this

jia u
i will wait u out there


^^

i'm back

hi i'm back

have been quite a long time didnt come here

maybe is too busy

maybe is nth special happen

recently jz dye my hair n cut my hair

it bcm reddish colour

but after 1 week

it turn into black again

so sad n so scare

in a very awkward day 

i call the hair stylist 

bcs i dun want black hair

and she said will re-cover the color for me

and

i re-dye my hair

but sadly

my highlight is gone

no more obvious highlight

anyway very thanks to the hair stylist

who really willing to re-color my hair without receive a single sen

but i feel so embarrassing

gonna to treat her a good meal

after this week

the war is start again

the weeks we stay tgt and busy with assignments

time flies

we almost until end of the diploma

so what is the next plan?

me

have the plan in my hand

will be continue my degree level and also master

about the place

it's still in pending

but the best as i know is

Curtin University at Perth

challenge the life at oversea alone

a life as a designer

a life as a leader

a life as a billionaire

will never out of my mind

day by day

after tiring for abt one month ++

finally done everything

can slp more hours

rest more

just received a lovely call from J bro

and he ask me

a cute question

u still have pocket money to use?

suddenly i dun even know how to answer him
just say if u have extra my pocket still have plenty place to put
>.<
and he laugh there

he is now in sick
but still have to work
so pity him

today
ponteng boring talks
and have movie with a lovely buddy
we r too bad

tried kiwi frozen yogurt today
it taste nt bad
but i still prefer moo cow
hehe

Madagascar 3
a funny movie

inside the show
i learn that

dun always stand still there
dun always miss the old place
dun ever look back


there's still alot of new things infront of u
a world u may fall in love with


friends / good friends
can be have alot

but best friend
just one is enough

is too bad
i havent found mine
they always the part timer in my life

thats y i have no one to talk too
>.<


JJ
u're only one who i can talk to
but i always cnt control
cnt control my tears coming out when i talk to u
want meet u so badly


wish u all the best
i waiting for u

suddenly.....

Suddenly

Wanna c ur face so badly

Wanna c the way u smile

Wanna c the way u smoke

When the moment u look at me

Is kind of weird

But I like it

We dun know each others

And Didnt even say hi when we meet

U're one of the kind

I admire

U have the guts to do everything

That I wont do

Pls do take care urself

Dun go too much clubbing

All the best n good luck

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what u think abt LOVE?

Recently

We talk alots of topic abt relationships n love

And I realise

Not much ppls can let go easily

An open minded girl on love like me

After break up

Still can be good friend

Still can be best buddy

Nt bcs we never love each other b4

Is bcs they're the one understand u more than ur frens

Recently

A best buddy

Looks so tired

Looks so down

Looks so lonely

And I can do nothing

Jz try to be funny infront of him

Rex,

How come a person can bcm weaker when comes to love matter?

The best buddy I knew

Was very strong

Was very fast

Was very matured

Unlike the one I know now

Does love so powerful?

Turn a person 360 degree

Many of my frens change bcs of love

Many of my frena argue bcs of love

Many of my fren unfren bcs of love

Is that single a bad thing

Or single make u no face

If I can choose

I will be single

Im just like an eagle inside the wage

Cnt fly

Cnt open my wing

Cnt hunt

Only can c, can imagine, n wait

If u couple right now

Accept but not endure

Just hope the best buddy will be ok

Btw

U quite a long time didnt update ur blog

Hope to c u soon

All the best n jia u

Be happy

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dream again

Is u again

Always appear in my dream

And I call it sweet dream

Although is only a dream

But I feel u

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a sleepless night

Finally i can sit down 

and concentrate on my drawing

even though i really tired

very very tired

but i still have to finished it

>.<

after last term assessment week

i never get to rest until today

seem like i still have a long time no need rest d

>.<

almost become a zombie d

assignments assignments and assignments

just the 2nd week

n i now start busy d

this few day

i'm so awkward

i need some booster

need some rest

need some slp

i feel so sorry to my lecturer

i disappointed him

unfinished work

>.<

haiz

again a sleepless night to finished it

GOD bless me

JJ

sometimes just need u to be my side

i need someone to talk to so badly

u're the one im only trust

u're the one true friend for me

i'm sorry for what i did

not purposely angry at u

is i really down on that day

n disappointed

bt rmb i always there to wait u

Rex

u're the best friend 

who always understand my situation

thanks for the words

thanks for best buddies who always be my side

appreciate it

iit reach the top

I feel so helpless

I feel so tired

I have no idea how to do

I dun know who can talk to

I dun know who can understand

I really tired until the max

I going crazy soon

Bcs of all this

I never take a stress as a stress

But why now it bcm a stress for me

I hate myself

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when the day come

I miss u so badly

Every night dream about u

See u from far in a corner

See u happy far from here

Today

The 2nd time of burst infront of my frens

I dun know what happened to me

Maybe I really tired

Really frustrated

Really cnt understand

I burst

Tears keep drip without stop

The feeling of lost is worst of the worst

But no one understand my question

An answer which is not an answer

Make me wanna give up

At the moment

Bcs of the ego

I nearly give up everything

And decide stop my diploma

Bcs all the time

What lecturer make me feel is

We are doing they like

Not we like

What they expected

Not what we accept

I think a lot

I got my own way to stand out

Even though without a diploma cert

I want to b who am i

Not who I am

Still haven't gt the answer

So I wnt give up

Which u all the best, SL

Mayb u're even happier without me

Rex, my ego really will kill me~~

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i choose to leave

I'm just a stupid girl

so i choose to leave

just want to remember ur good

and

forget ur bad

keep the best u in my heart

pls forgive me

and

pls forget me

be what u wanna be