.................

.........................

haiz

long time didnt set up so big booth d

carry stock here n there

and now my whole body aching

>.<

muscle pain so badly

yesterday set up 4 booths 

today set up 3 booths

i going crazy

....................

fair almost start

this time

i just want be a normal part timer

dun wan briefing

dun wan speech

focus on sales

fight for sales

speak for sales

this time target isn't that much

hope i can go thru

hehe^^

all the best to me

cant wait to see someone

miss someone so badly

>.<

enjoy ur holidays

enjoy my working life

my bad

he is no longer single

again

im speechless

.................................

i dun know how to say

how to start my words to her

i really dun wan hurt anyone

but i cant just keep quiet

i feel so guilty to her

bcs i keeping this secret for a long time

i didnt lie to her at the 1st place

but

after i know the truth

i get shocked also

i know i cnt straight tell her in suddenly

i keep find a best day n best way to tell her

i hope she will accept the truth

and im really sorry

*hug*

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Rex

finally i say out what i kept in m y heart for a long time d

is hard to carry best buddy secret

by not hurting others best buddy

>.<

i really dun know whether she can accept or not

but i really dun want see 

she keep fall deeper an deeper

hope this holidays will best day 

to her

wish to see a her smile again when college reopen

take care and all the best

by: Doreen Lim

memories....

when i'm back here

brother said
we, as a human
cannot forget our root
no root = no tree
no tree = no leaves
no leaves = no flower
no flower = no fruit

he said no matter how far he go
he still love to stay at our hometown

but deep in my heart
im opposite from my brother

i told my mum this sentence when i only 11 years old
" if i got the chance to fly, i will never back here.
i dun wan to stay here for forever"

isn't abt forgetting them time by time
is my dream getting bigger day by day

for sure
i wont forget where i born
what's my sir name

but for sure
i wnt because of this
and stay in a cage

brother bring me back to the place
full with memories

the place that we stayed for more than 15 years

is now developing
my hse actually jz next to the existing hse

our playground when we still kid
the plantation of vegetables

still got lots of places
but sadly
on that time
i dun own a camera
it remain only the memories

by: Doreen Lim

520

a day

with a date 520

I spent my whole day

in bus

from Penang to Melaka
about 7 hours

listening to song all the time
n thinking of u all the time

is kind of boring in the bus
take out my hp
and i start to play around

i msg 9 of my cute classmates
told them i love u
some of them reply me
" do u send wrong msg??"

the moment i saw those msg
i cnt stop laughing
especially his reply

7 hours shaking in the bus
finally i reach

Home sweet home
________________________________________________________


Jonker street
with my bro's family

my cute nephew
really enjoy himself

meet some schoolmates there
i dun really recognized them
maybe i have a long time didnt go bk d

enjoy myself here

金牛座的我

金牛座、很會面對現實、說的都是實話
而往往說實話是最傷人的
而對方也很清楚金牛說的話一點都不假
比如對方問金牛愛不愛自己
金牛會回答 “有愛過!”
“後來為什麼沒有愛?”
“你真的想聽嗎?”……
金牛的態度會讓對方很清楚的知道
在繼續問下去只是拿刀往自己身上插而已

請好好珍惜金牛對你的好 
當金牛對你好時會好得沒有底 
但如果你不懂得珍惜 
一次又一次的傷害金牛 
總有一天你在他的心裡就不再那麼重要 
那時即使你挽回也沒有用了 
總有一些東西是變了 
每當你說出："關你什麼事?"時請想清楚 
不然你下次找他的時候得到的回覆可能是 "關我什麼事?"

牛牛再怎麼傷心、難過、他也會笑
沒有人看得出是真是假、只有自己知道
牛牛可以安慰別人、保護別人
但是卻用不到自己身上、固執的傷害自己
牛牛的發洩方式都是對自己的、他不會發洩到別人身上
他矛盾、他固執、他善良、其實苦的都是自己

成天混跡在各種熱鬧的地方來排解自己的寂寞
可是他們的內心始終都是別人無法靠近的
他們自己也很矛盾，埋藏了太多的事情
自己其實也很苦、想找個人傾訴
張了張嘴、卻又不知從何說起
於是索性笑一笑、沒有什麼大不了的
天踏了、牛角頂着
所以他們不甘寂寞、卻又真的很寂寞

理性、做事很實際
但是很嚮往不現實的事情

享受、喜歡自然舒適
喜歡美麗而且實用的東西
對於好吃的東西沒有抵抗力

獨占、佔有慾很強
無論是朋友還是愛人
必須讓他們感覺到他對於你們是重要的不可替代的
不能確定或沒有安全感的時候、會讓他們厭倦而放棄

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article above

is not 100% accurate but 80%

as a taurean

i born with strong ego
apologise to everyone
that if my words hurt u before












by: Doreen

those days

when holidays reached

means

i starting to miss u guys

miss the day we hang out tgt until midnight

miss the day we laugh tgt jz bcs of a small things

miss the day we fight for assignments like crazies

today last day of college

i went to college also

main thing is print my name card

but

printing shop is totally full

so

 a kind me

go library with him

and found out alot of them need help

then

i sit down and help

>.<

sadly i cnt sit longer time

and have to go

Hungry is killing us

had our lunch at somewhere jelutong

chicken rice

finally

i get to eat 

hehe

is not bad to eat

especially the spicy vege soup

the rice is still lose to melaka chicken rice

anyway thanks him brought me there

and thanks his friend 1st treat

after reached home

nap for 1 hour

go 1st Avenue with my little boy

sakae sushi

our dinner

* sakae sushi getting suck and suck *

bought 1st shirt for my sony tab

nothing much happen

and go back

----------------------------------------------

when come to this topic

not much friends will really say out

but he did

remind me of that day

we went to blackball

only 3 of us talking abt outside world

others just keep talking school life

is not a wrong thing

maybe my school life wasn't a good memories to me

so i wnt talk much

i live in my dream

Rex,

never let someone else win

remember

这个社会，是快鱼吃慢鱼，而不是慢鱼吃快鱼。

任何一个行业，一个市场，都是先来的有肉吃，后来的汤都没的喝。

记得，要做最后出牌的人，

出让别人觉得出其不意的牌，在他们以为你要输掉的时候，

这样，你才能赢得牌局。

fight for our future

our rainbow

success is always there waiting for u

all the best

take care

^^

by: Doreen Lim

人生

~~~~~~ 人生... 如一面鏡子 ~~~~~~

當您帶給別人歡樂，您就會得到歡樂； 

帶給別人祝福，就會得到別人的祝福； 

如果您經常讚美別人， 不久也會聽到有人在讚美您 ；

您給別人的．其實也是給您自己。

多一些放下，就能多一些自在！ 

多一些關懷，就能多一些朋友！ 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Holiday lo

so happy

today after hand in our last assignment

we plan to have movie

but at last 

we change our plan to redbox

sing from 4.30pm to 9pm

i dun know how come i shake when i holding mic

>.<

anyway i enjoy crazy with them

in a such big big room

hahaha

beside sing

we play wii

what a nice thing

but now my whole body aching

>.<

celebrating kiakia b'day tgt

a sudden cut plan

really give him a surprise

group photo taken 

but less a crazy guy

who leave earlier

>.<

after sing k

we have our dinner at my old place

Kimberly street

finally

i ate belacan friend chicken again

although i cant get my favorite part

but it still nice

i miss the place so much

finally i receive someone msg

so happy yet so miss

long time didnt get reply from

even though it just few msg

but i feel happy

feel warm

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

a weird weird Doreen

i see through things again

when they singing 

i look at the screen 

look at the lyrics

but i not listening

in an opposite

i thinking sth

>.<

inspiration sometimes come from that

haha

holiday's plan

wahaha

only working

>.<

nth else

back melaka alone

so long i didnt go bk alone d

anyway i will jz keep sleeping

haha

sony tab will accompany me bk this time

haha

i gonna to eat crepe cake again

this time

i will not let the stupid waiter be no manners anymore

want go shopping with my sis

buy present for mum

sadly to say

i stay at home not more than 1 week n i have to go again d

MIECC

read m'sia fair

i will be there

books again

hahahaha

>.<

i can sell books d

anyway enjoy ur holidays

sorry for type out so messy blog

>.<

typing with a sleepy status

hehe

off to slp d

good night

love u

by:Doreen

..........

back here to say out sth

>.<

alot of ppls thought i have sth with him

but in fact is no

maybe he is new to our batch

and he is so fren with me

actually i,myself cnt explain why i can be so good with him

maybe he is the fren i searching for

not much ppls know who is he actually

his face really didnt show out

ppls thought he is childish

ppls thought he is playful

but i know he is not

i admit 1st i saw him in college

he is a cute guy

a good-looking guy

but he is not my type

although his thinking really touch me sometimes

______________________________________________

msg to beibei:

sorry for everything

just anything

but remember

we are just friend

really

so

dun worry be happy

i really like to see u smile

just like u having ur moo cow

that time

dun think too much

lets the faith play it's role

^^

________________________________________________

Rex

hope u will read my blog

friend is really hard to find

once u find a real friend

it will go through a hard time

as u say u dun like to have so much friends

u like peaceful

but sometimes

without friends

ur life cant be peaceful

true friend stand infront of u when u have problems

true friend stand behind of u when u are success

fake friend stand behind of u when u have problems

fake friend stand infront of u when u success

all the best to u

__________________________________________________

Me

when i am aged 19

i start to be a free thinker

in anything

i learnt to be let go easily

i learnt to be strong

alone 

sometimes is really better

no one can understand my silent

maybe i too active

too crazy infront of everyone

to hide my silent

in my eye

there is only one thing 

success

when i choose to back to study

i know i have to face same problem

like secondary school or primary school

i really dun like

i feel i stand too far

when i mixed with friends who aged around me

but i do my best to mix with them

thats y i choose my friend

bcs they know me

sometimes 

i choose to be friends with ppls who aged older than me

they teach me alot of things

and

we shared alot of things

experience always the best teacher in my life

my brother

always say im too strong

im too fast

compare to others

i have no choice to be fast

my mind always remind me 

thats not much time

a dream

a wish 

a hope

must be come on time

no delay

no excuse

anyway

i am who i am

to everyone

learn to enjoy the stress around u

u will find out it is different

be happy

i like this song

bcs he sang out my feeling

by:Doreen Lim

Back here again

I'M BACK AGAIN

today

i just slp for 3 hours

my eye is really tired

bcs of facing my laptop for too many hours

finally i almost done my dream hometown

just left some detailing parts and touch up

i feel so funny and lost

when my sir told me that my drawing like standard 3 kids drawing

=.=

he said the outline very bold

and the colour very bright

>.<

but thats my style

anyway he want me to keep on my style

but put in more things 

to make it more interesting

havent done yet

2 weeks more
then can rest d
working mood must on again d
so happy

hahahah
is time to earn money and play around


off to assignments again
good night and sweet dream
^^


love the way u are





by:Doreen

dream

Do a dream have it's meaning?

Maybe I feel helpless

Maybe I feel tired

That's y dreams lik that keep appear

The feeling is real

The feeling is blissful

Anyway

Dream cnt stay long

U will wake up after the dream

Remains the memory will stay

The day still have to paaa through

Live in ur dream

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emo-ing

Ish........................

I know alot of things

but i can only talk abit of it

I know alot of u

but i can only choose few of u

I know alot of guy

but i only can choose one

i know alot of colour

but i only can take 1 as my own colour

choose wisely for ur own good

Rex

*a secret fren who i want to talk to*

i feel so guilty now

i think u will know my feeling 

i doing my best 

but i feel so sad 

whenever saw she cry

she just like a little sister to me

i dun want to hurt her 

whenever i knew the answer

but i cant let her going toward a dark hole

without pulling her out

i just can comfort her

with my talks

hope she can be alright after that

____________________________________________________

week 7

everyone is so busy with assignments

included me

but i still come here to blog-ging

today is 06052012

our good friend

Jia yee's birthday

a surprise sent until her hse

along the way from Penang to Butterworth

but sadly she didnt feel touch

and we feel so sad

after celebration

assignments again at Old Town 

with same face again

i keep drawing

while

i keep playing with the guy sit beside me

i keep laughing

i keep talking

but he didnt do anything

LOL

i almost done my dream hometown

hope i can finished it tonight before 8am

i know i can

so now i have to off to assignments 

share with u my drawing under processing

will post up again after i done everything

all the best to me and everyone

especially U

by:Doreen

503

503

May 3rd

is a special date for me

it bring me to a world full with curiosity

this year

i celebrate my 21st b'day

a few times

with my family

with his family

and also 

with my friends

alot of surprise i got

alot of wishes i got too

but i only have 1 wish

keep pray for the same wish 

every time the cake appear infront of me

is so nice to get to have a wish

^^

i love to have a wish

just a wish

share with u my b'day cake

for this year

From my lovely classmates                      From his family 

 From my precious family             From my brother and sister

~~~~ Happy Birthday to myself ~~~~