when the moment i choose to trust

when the moment i choose to trust

it always break

is all my faults

is all my mistakes

let him have a single chance to fly out

i cry

i laugh

because idk what can i do somemore

the love isn't love anymore

the trust isn't trust anymore

the heart isn't there anymore

i thought i only need him 

no need any friend

but he thought me only need freind 

no need him

what a funny answer ever

i hope the moment when i saw everything

i was in the middle of the road

i rather not to know

also dun want to know that much

y i choose him on that time

y i accept everythings he did even i dun like

y i accept the apologize of him in earlier time

everything is faith

i cant do anything

i just accept it

i hope without him 

i would even fly higher fly faster

stay strong no matter what

Life isn't easy

So just take it easy

Along this 20 years

Up down up down

I learn to forget, forgive and appreciate

I learn to trust, hold n let go

I learn how to protect myself

I learn how to play on the safe side

Whenever I down

Whenever I lost

I know I always must stand still

I know I have to trust myself

I know I am the only one who I can trust

Ppls around u n u will never know who r they actually

The mask is always there

Be urself n trust urself

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it happens again

His pattern start again

Like he cnt control himself

I hate

I dun like

But I trust

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why

Someone ask me before

why u have so many best buddy 

why all the best buddy treat u like their girlfriend

i keep think back the question

and i really have no ideas

maybe the way we treat each others

the way we be each others audience

honestly

i know most of them from internet 

and we know each other more than 3 years

we didnt meet each others before

but we know each others well

the friendship is even stronger than relationship

friends again

I like to make friends around

but sometimes

i really hate those so called FRIENDS

they are just too fake

too friendly 

too evil

in my life

i have alot of friends

but

the true friends are only few

they're the one who always stand beside me no matter what

they're the one who always care me no matter how

they're the one who always help me no matter when

their support

their care

their love

come stronger than family sometimes

between us there's no sorry

between us there's no secret

between us there's no lie no suspect

only believe

JJ, SC, GO

the three buddies

we meet each others online

but the friendship come stronger than others

EC, JC, LL

the three brothers

we meet each other at fair

our relationship even closer than family

when the moment i step in the college

i thought i can mix with everyone

but i know i cnt

sometimes they very close with me

sometimes they just far away from me

i cnt even explain

how this can happen

anyway

just let it be

learn to let go

learn to forgive

the only sentence

I change myself better than ask ppls to change

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thank u

Reach penang early in the morning

And make him wait me for so long

He cnt even slp although is very tired

Thanks alot for waiting me back

Thanks again for the present

Before back penang

My dad bought me 2 new shoes

Thanks dad for everythings

Now at penang

He appear n told me his hp lost again

Whatapp with him all the day

Thanks for making my day

Learn to appreciate everything around

Things go and come

Ppls go and come

Love the ppl u want to love

Do the thing u want to do

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what a boring holidays

first time i pass my holidays so normal so boring

at bookfair i hunt 3 books, 7 sketchbooks and some cute stuff

while working i ponteng

go the curve Papier

one of the shop that i like most

over there i hunt fews pieces of scrapbook paper

keep sketching to improve my skills
^^

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over a month
we contact back each others
and the topic still the same
and my answer will be still the same


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friday 
is coming
what a nervous and happy day

result is coming out
i have to close my eye once again
is too bad
i cnt really to look at the result
even though i ard did my best for everything
and oh yeah
i get what i expect
but i still feel a little bit of disappointed
i always the greedy one

anyways happy with that result

besides that
i dye my hair again

a very sharp red under the sun
hehe
i am so happy with my hair colour

new look for KLCC fair
for a new sem
for a new me

after dye my hair
eat again
satay celup, crepe cake
twice a week
really fat

so fast
have to bk penang d

a crazy busy life start again here
busy working
busy studying
busy promoting


i enjoyed my holidays although is abit boring

my holidays

holidays

busy working

but end up standing at a stupid fair

no ppls

no sales

no commission

i need money so badly

plan to work again after 3 days rest

>.<

my heart

So sorry that my heart

Always love others

Care others

No matter how much

I love

I care

I still choose the one who love me most

SC and JJ

Two brothers

That always beside me

Care about me

And love me

But I can only love u as my brothers

As my best buddy

I do very love u guys

Sorry for everything

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im so blur

Why is u

Suddenly appear

Suddenly disappear

I almost going crazy

I worry

I nervous

I waiting

But u act like u dun care

What u had said

I just can take it as a joke

Bcs I know I cnt be serious

Keep waiting for nothing

If u really care

I wont be like this today

If u really love

I wont be so worry today

Thats the different between u and me

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