week 7

Laptop spoiled

and cnt do works for 4 days

luckily got his help

if not i really will get crazy

bcs of my laptop
he get bk under a heavy rain n wet in class

feel so guilty
>.<

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stay at lab till late night for these days

and stupid rumours spread around again
damn

why we always get related to each other

he got girlfriend d
n i got boyfriend d

haiz
choose to ignore
speechless with my college people

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week 8 coming
i done all my stuff
remains the motion graphics video and 3D works

next week gonna to stay back till late night
rendering really will kill us
anyway enjoy my college life

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holidays just around the corner
genting trip cancelled
due to he lost his wallet and everything also lost

have to wait till the week b4 i start interm

feel like cant wait anymore
wanna go find him so badly

wanna spent time with him
go trip with him
play remix with him

he told me that he bought a hse at his place
 and i really cnt believe

is awesome

he is the 1st guy i meet that
have a big dream n live in  his dream

we are both taurean
is so coincident

friend around me is all taurean
we have same goal
same dream

anyway if u didnt work hard everything will be empty too
no pain no gain

^^

just stop it

today is public holiday

getting up very early 

and have a breakfast with sis n him

start to do my motion graphic

start to try everything here

we sit at Starbucks

and do our things till movie time

first time movie with him

keep sms-ing

is quite annoying actually

but luckily the light didnt disturb my sight

resident evil

 a good movie

a good effects

a good 3D modelling

story line is abit boring 

compare to last one

we have our lunch + dinner

tgt with 4 friends

they feel so strange to him

very good manners to him

hahah

i know

they sure say sth 

they guessing sth btw us

but we are really nth

maybe suddenly very close to him

rumors sure spread around

anyway

i choose to be ignore

i enjoy the day

with him n without him

start a new level of life with remix

with the DJ in my life

TGIF

TGIF
hehe

reach college in early morning

join 3D class for learning xtra things

we whole class received a good news

which we have xtra class for digital illustrations

from Kelvin

for me

it still the same

bcs is up to u wanna improve or not

just like moses class

they didnt take it seriously

didnt ask for more

so it will be the same for kelvin class

somemore we have no attandance

no mark for that

1 week might be have to finished 1 illustration

i dun think they can make it

as our final is very heavy

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long chatting with ipoh buddy

sth funny happen

i lend my hand to him

and he say thanks and i reply welcome

suddenly bcm so awkward

normally btw us no thanks n sorry

bcs we are really buddy

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i waiting for his call until 12sth

n i fall slp

he call me when he otw bk home 

which is 2.30am

and we talk from 2.30am to 5.30am

our new topic for recently is disco remix

he feel so interested about DJ stuff

and i feel so interested on music

he do all the remix n i be his 1st audience

tell him to improve more

so i download music maker 

main purpose is for my motion graphics and final year projects

minor purpose is for him

actually we just friend

very very best friend

and we like each other

thats all

to be continue to learn more about software

the buddy in my life

i have learn a lot of things from this buddy

know him 2 weeks ago

he is my college lecturer

at college 

he is my lecturer

but after class

he is my buddy

maybe he is a virgo

thats y we got a lot of things to talk

to share

for me

he is prefect in every things

no matter software

or personalities

maybe his style abit weird

but so far it really does not matter to me

he taught me alot of AI technique

which my previous lecturer didnt taught

very appreciate him for his precious time

thanks GOD let me meet him

let me have a chance to be even prefect in my way

is all under my expectation

there was a meeting ytd

is about the final year committee

before the meeting

i ard know i will be the president

so called chairman

bcs of all the GM lecturer strongly recommended

they actually discuss within themselves

when the moment they purpose my name

i know i will be death

and thanks him for telling me earlier

so i prepared b4 im there

is a happy thing

and also the sad thing

i wish is all under my control

about all the members of the committee

some i dun really recommended

is bcs for me

they really cnt

is all someone fault

y absent on that day

haiz

i speechless

just hope everything will be ok

happy go lucky

no one know the actual story

behind everyone sure have a story

......

i saw an article

talk about forgiveness

in my heart what really happen 

is i ard forgive him 

when then moment i start talk to him like normal

for me

a couple after break up still can be friend

bcs they know each other well before

i didnt delete him or block him

i even stronger than i think

i accept everything he did

n the reason y

when the moment

i crazy around with my buddy

with the words

dear, baybeh, b or anything

he start to be annoying

i really dun know what he trying to do 

he can have his own life

but i cant

thats just funny

when i post at status said im so excited n happy

and my buddy comment on it

and i just reply my buddy

is about a trip to genting with Sebastian

a guy who i know for 3 years+

he try to get my heart

n he almost get it

but not yet

with him

everything seem to be so funny

because we talk like we dun care each others

but in fact we do

a long distance call always kill us

bcs we cnt hear properly each other talk

but always

we talk more than hours

for us

who call who is the same

is just happy i got him as my buddy

about JJ

he now very stress on his coming stpm

so i dun disturb him as always

bcs i know he didnt text back is 

bcs he forget where he put his hp

he always a careless boy

no matter JJ or SC

they both is my brothers

i prefer this than be a couple

love them forever

^^

say yeah~~

U are nothing to me anymore

the respect was gone

without u

i even stronger

even happier

welcome new friends

that come into my life

recently

thanks for every friends' supports

and console

and now on

i even happier now

I even happier now

he say wanna come M'sia and stay here

bcs of me

but i stop him

the life here never suit him

he deserve better life there

he keep waiting

n i keep fail him

bcs now i cannot decide

my heart still there

and

JJ is my answer