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i saw an article

talk about forgiveness

in my heart what really happen 

is i ard forgive him 

when then moment i start talk to him like normal

for me

a couple after break up still can be friend

bcs they know each other well before

i didnt delete him or block him

i even stronger than i think

i accept everything he did

n the reason y

when the moment

i crazy around with my buddy

with the words

dear, baybeh, b or anything

he start to be annoying

i really dun know what he trying to do 

he can have his own life

but i cant

thats just funny

when i post at status said im so excited n happy

and my buddy comment on it

and i just reply my buddy

is about a trip to genting with Sebastian

a guy who i know for 3 years+

he try to get my heart

n he almost get it

but not yet

with him

everything seem to be so funny

because we talk like we dun care each others

but in fact we do

a long distance call always kill us

bcs we cnt hear properly each other talk

but always

we talk more than hours

for us

who call who is the same

is just happy i got him as my buddy

about JJ

he now very stress on his coming stpm

so i dun disturb him as always

bcs i know he didnt text back is 

bcs he forget where he put his hp

he always a careless boy

no matter JJ or SC

they both is my brothers

i prefer this than be a couple

love them forever

^^