he really is Google

first time see him so serious

and i really get shocked

another 2 software 

i learn today

is so fun and easy 

flash back dreamweaver

and i realise alot of thing is easy to do

just the way that lecturer explain is different

so what we get and learn is different too

so happy 

that i got him

as my private tutor

really thanks alot of the guides

the awkward moment

my ex wanna get back with me

and date me

haiz

i have no feeling towards him

but he doing his best to get me back 

and i cnt stop him for everything

the only i can do is 

tell him we r only friend when we meet each others

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unlucky day happen to me

is week 5

and on deepavali

my careless

and cause a lot of trouble to everyone

my whole school bag get stolen by break the mirror

when we have breakfast just around the corner

damn it

everything gone

even assignment

my laptop

hardisk

sony Tab

wacom pen

bonia wallet

ic

bank card

RM500++ cash

spec

hse key

broadband

haiz

is my everything

and bcs of this 

he got the chance to near me

i speechless to my careless

the only thing i can do is redo everything

the 1st person i call is my parent

the 2nd person is my ex

bcs he just around there

and the 3rd person i call is my buddy

they really help me alot

owe them a big meal

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today

2nd public holiday

in this week

working at prai

and buddy call up and wanna go out tgt

for sure he with his gf

we have our dinner at pizza hut

i wonder y he dun wan sit with her

and sit beside me

>.<

and he really dumb like hell

keep talk abt college stuff

and make his gf disconnect

and i try to avoid college stuff and so his gf can talk tgt

>.<

even i car

i feel wanna slap him

i totally speechless

the whole time he talking with me more than his gf

i think ppl that dun know us will thought he is my bf

walao~~~

how come the world got this kind of stupid guy

i dun wan ppl misunderstand me

i dun wan ppl gf jealous at me

bcs i know thefeeling of jealous 

is really suffer

and

jealousy kills

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good new is

bcs of my buddy help

his fren found the one who stole my bag

they catch the ppl and ask them to give back everything 

if not they will break their leg

i just hope i can get bk my wallet and laptop

others lost d also nvm

my data

my researches

i really need them alot

hope everything will go fine

pray hard for that

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anyway is week 6

a tired n busy week

almost dying

with assignment and working

hope i can pass through this sem well

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you, me and him

you,

my buddy

me,

the only one

she,

my bff

he,

the past tense

today is friday

and this blog is abt ytd night

which is thursday night

we dun have motion class

*even have i plan to skip his class*

waiting for you to have our dinner since 5pm

decided to go "jiao sai"

* small mamak stall near our campus*

when we reach there

is abt 6.30pm

bcs u only can go back at 6pm

was a little raining on that time

we sit there and have our tomyam maggi goreng

afterthat

we start to chit chat

all those grandfather grandmother stories

were out too

and i found out we like to talk abt car

abt sport

abt food

and so abt places

so plan a trip before intern

1st we wanna go sitiawan for food

then along the way to pangkor

and Legoland

and u say u drive us there

it make us so happy and excited

LOL

we sit there about 3 hours

the last 30min

our friend reach along the way frm KL

after friend's meal

then only we home

friend overnight at my place bcs is too late to drive bk 

and so suddenly 

he (my ex) text me

and ask weird stuff

and i answer everything honestly

he wanna patch up with me

and tell me he cnt even let me go

he very suffer for this 2 months

and blablabla~~~

i dun even think to get back to him

bcs i feel my life is better without him

im so sorry 

because i only can be friend with him

is nt worth to me to get back 

and let myself hurt again in future

i ard have another guy in my heart

even thought i know that we are impossible

after i know the guy

love is just that simple and nice

when i see the happy face

and feel happy too

the feeling is sweet

tonight.........

tonight

we try 3ds Max together

we have KFC together

we explore windows 8 together

u seen like very tired

but u still keep on trying to get what i want

u make me feel so bad

when waiting the rendering

u show me ur hse

the way from my hse to ur hse

although i really have no ideas where is the place
>.<

u show me ur uni

it so tempting
the enviroment
the place
the view
even the sky
@@
is so different from malaysia

after show me ur uni
because of wanna make me crazy
u show me what i really crazy at
which is the
Designer exhibition

and u said
will bring me there next time

oh God
thats my dream
to visit this kind of exhibition

sometimes i really admire u
in this young age
u having great achievement
which is not every youngster can do

u are the next one i target to fight with

thanks for teaching me so many things
no matter in software
laptop stuff
or even
design sense

i really appreciate it

maybe everyone will misunderstand us
but we know who we are

maybe we are really close sometimes
doesnt look likes a normal friend
but more to buddy

thanks for everything
thanks for the time

i owe u a big big meal
when i think soon
i have to leave penang for 3 months
is really a hard things for me d

the day cnt eat together
cnt do work together
cnt crazy together
and worse cnt watch movie together

used to it the days with u

when i have problems
no one can teach me and help me

i sure i will miss u alot

but nvm
i will skype u
haha

hope everything will be alright



*sound like i like him but actually nope*
*just a good buddy that always like hang out tgt*

you know what?

How u see me

is up to u

God create friends for everyone of us

God also create different characteristics for us

so 

u maybe not my type of friend

or

maybe i also not ur type of friend

so forget about so called "friend"

live as who u are

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i dun really care i got u or not

u are pass by passengers in my life

who fucking care about that?

just said what u wanna said

u words cnt do anything to me

as i wrote before
true friend doesnt need that much
few is enough
and i glad that i have few of u
that always be my side

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this 2 weeks
accompany a mr lonely
who cnt meet his gf for few weeks

keep hang out with him and my buddy
1 week 2 movie is too awesome
hope i can go watch movie everyday

our next plan
---sing K---
---skating---
---movie again---

and
end of the year trip to
Legoland and Singapore
hohoho
of course not only me and him
still have others buddy as well
included his gf
a funny girl i ever meet
>.<

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before movie
shopping with sis
buy 2 pants
1 skirt
3 tops

is just too great can shop around
without thinking about budget
hehe

after intern
i can bk to the life in 2009
spend my own money

is too happy
and waiting for the day reach

happy movie day

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i'm back

Looong time didnt blog 

and im back

this few weeks

busy with assignment

of course wnt forget to enjoy too

happy

when i get a great new

from my twin brothers

as a training student

i can get full payment as full timer

so happy

they are my big supporter

love them so so so much

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first time join halloween

that held in EAA 

so

haha

dress up like a vampire

my eye even bigger with the contex len

fake eye lashes

and some eye shadow

first time with contex len

take half an hour to wear

tears keep dripping

until my eye like rabbit 

haha

i like blue contex len

is super nice

^^

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wanna catch ur attention so badly

the law of attraction will just happening 

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JJ

having his STPM soon

1 more month to go

we finally can date each other

the day we have been waiting for years

i believe u can do the best

just likes ur pmr, ur spm

love u and waiting for u

all the best and good luck

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first tried on typo

haha

feel fun and nice

^^ 

will try to do more for portfolio

stay happy

BY: DOREEN

初恋说的话

写华语不是我的强项

今天不知怎么了

又晕又呕又泻又发烧

呕个不停 也泻个不停

回来的时候 都好好的

突然这样 学校也去不成

在巴士上 没能睡的好

看到初恋和他朋友的对话

说 我是他最爱的那个

只是当时不会珍惜 所以才失去

说自己很笨 不会好好的保护

看到留言的我

当作没看到 可是我知道他很后悔

现在的他 跟以前的他 还是一样

很不成熟 很不长进

可能是我变了太多吧

他还是一样那么关心我

那么疼我

可是 我们都只是朋友

分手的我们 返回原来的样子

就只是朋友

可能很多人 都做不到

但我 却不一样

毕竟那是曾经了解过我的人

熟悉 却又谋生 的人

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