Tuesday, November 18, 2014

I'm fine

Nth to say 
My heart just only feel the pain and nth else

Stay back
Is what I can do

Leave you
Is the best for u

Wish you
Is the only words I can say

Sorry for make u feel that way
Sorry for everything I did
Sorry for I should tell u earlier
Sorry for I should realize earlier


Thanks for being so cruel 
Thanks for waking me up
Thanks for leave me once again
Thanks for make me even stronger 


Memories only hold me for step forward 
Dreams will pull me for stepping backward


U used to be the memories and the dreams

But now u are the memories.....






 

Friday, November 14, 2014

Who am i for you

You are my everything

but for you, who am i ?

Thursday, October 9, 2014

20 facts about me

1. i really love money and love to be rich

2. im a very self confidence person

3. im a very self protecting girl

4. i have super duper strong ego

5. i very stubborn

6. i got my own prinsip

7. i dont like to explain

8. i hate people doubt on me

9. i hate to wait

10. i hate to take ppl for granted, so dont take me for granted too..

11. treat me good i will 10times good to u too..

12. Family are always number 1...

13. He is the only person i trust i rely and i care..

14. I can give him everything even the time...

15. i can do everything if he ask to..

16. he is too important for me..

17. he not my boyfriend but he more than boyfriend more than family

18. i love him more than i love myself

19. i got a buddy that i know him for 6 years and knew him through online..

20. i believe in miracle so im a designer

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Your dream will be part of my dream

after one year

i finally got my first car
the feeling is so happy so excited

first time drive so far
along the way from melaka to KL
from KL to ipoh
from ipoh to Penang

i meet 2 VIP in my life

one is my little boy
one is my buddy

little boy always there for me bo matter how
i truly appreciate that GOD bring him to me
a listener a angel a motivator in my life

buddy.. a man that always understand me
he know all the feeling all the passion
he know my name and my story

a journey is not journey without them

Friday, August 15, 2014

i just nothing to you

hey.. im here..

blog is the place whenever i cant find someone to talk and leave down the msg here

some are good;some are bad

the way i care is too much for you
the way i care make you feel weird
the way i care chase you away

i have no ideas what should i do

heart break for thousands times just bcs of your words
heart beat fast for thousands times also just bcs of your words

u are too affective to me
u are too poison for me

the closer i go the suffer i am

for no reason being good to you
for no reason giving unlimited to you
for no reason wanna treat you good as much as i can
for no reason i keep falling into you

there's many times i wanna give up
i wanna disappear from your life
i wanna hide far away from you

but who cares
you may never know
how important you are to me

i should stay away from you
just far away

i cant take it whenever you ignore me

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

After one and a half year

after one and a half year
we finally meet up

as usual my heart beat fast
as usual u pick me up at bus station

u look more matured
u look more gentleman

whenever i see u
i cant control myself for falling to you

i wanna hold ur hand so badly
u are sitting right in front of me
but i still miss u badly

thanks for giving me a chance to step one step closer to know abt ur lifestyle

i love ur life.. being a student
i will help u up no matter what..

i just dont want to see u go the way i went through..
i will never let u..

a message to you

*no matter what happen, i always here for you.. you are the one i dont want to lost so so so badly.. i cant imagine the life without you.. i love you..*

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Non stop waving

Non stop

The wave is non stop waving 
Sometimes strong sometimes soft

Some ppl enjoy it
Some ppl hate it