Monday, March 19, 2012

lost

I totally lost my mind

Lost myself

Lost my heart

Lost my soul


I didnt even know what should I do

I really tired on everything


I really wish I can stop down

Take a good rest


But if I stop

I will be exactly like others


I totally lost now

I have no idea at all


What I should do??


I remain 5 years time to fight for wat I want and I dream


I cant stop running

I cant stop dreaming

I cant stop fighting

I cant stop winning

I cant stop earning

I cant stop learning

I cant stop reading

I cant stop listening

I cant stop busy-ing


Bcs of all of that, it

make me forget abt the pain

Make me forget abt the memories

Make me forget how to cry

Make me forget what is tears


1889

I will keep u deep in my heart

A sweet memories

A sweet love

A sweet lies

That never can forget


The love btw us is still a question mark to me


U nvr answer

U nvr let me know


And I will nvr know


Just love the way u are



Doreen is still Doreen




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Saturday, March 17, 2012

empty




Angry

disappointed

Hurt

Sad

Cry


All visit me tgt after I choose to leave


Keep looking back our conversation

Keep look at ur msg n miss u

Keep on my fb so I wnt missed u


I must start used to it the day without u


The heart is empty

The only thing I own now is myself

I will wait u no matter how long it take


Just love the way u are


Is nt abt how good u are

Is nt abt my imagination


Is I really love u deep in my heart



Take good care

And


I love u


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deep my heart

I hide too much things

I dun know how say

Cnt even explain too


I really hope this moment I can disappear in ur life


Is hurt

Is disappointed

Is sad

Is speechless


If u read my blog

I hope u know my selfishness

Bcs I dun wan to trouble u again

Keep disturbing u is nt wat I want


I choose to leave bcs I want u to be happy





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Thursday, March 15, 2012

unknown pain






When I saw u take picture with other girls
My heart feel the pain
Although we dun have any relationship
The feeling u will never know
Bcs I the one who keep stay beside u

Feeling of disappointed and hurt
Keep attend in my daily life



My feeling is like the weather for this few days
Might be raining
Might be hot
Might be neutral

Is all ruin tgt

When only this feelings will stop?

How long should I wait?










my holidays life start here




finished assignments on time
hoho
~~~~~holidays~~~~~

here i share my assignments with u


this is the concept board for character design

story board

Design History art deco clock

Packaging design




start working at
Sunway Carnival


then sit aeroline to Leisure Mall
wahahah
1st time been there
so many ppls
so nice
and this is what i spent over there



and this is my receipt

wahaha
so happy
stay there abt 2 days
then go 
Ikano power save centre

blur blur mood set up frm 11.30pm until 1.30am
next day 10am start working
and this is how it look likes


so working days start here


the 2 secrets that keep my energy ON



first time
Gary
work in Kreaxions
this is what he did for his first demo to me


while working
we do sth crazy


i just bought my Crocs Shoe (fake)
wahaha

we hunt for food around and this is what i do
he suggested to eat a not nice mee

our chatime

my french toast

i like the jigsaw puzzle shop design

i like this cute title

and this is Gary
a good friend from ipoh
his funny face when he text his girl


everythings just great around me
when a UHU not around
lol

haha

everybody enjoy and have fun
end with happy mood



love someone forever
hate the bitchy dog
that stole ur heart away










Sunday, March 4, 2012

Friday, March 2, 2012

waiting for u





when i miss u 
i will plug in my earphone and
play this song

i dun know the actual meaning of this song
but i know it sang my feeling out there

i will wait u no matter what
one day
two days
1 week
2 weeks
or even 
years
















 ♥ waiting for u