when the day come

I miss u so badly

Every night dream about u

See u from far in a corner

See u happy far from here

Today

The 2nd time of burst infront of my frens

I dun know what happened to me

Maybe I really tired

Really frustrated

Really cnt understand

I burst

Tears keep drip without stop

The feeling of lost is worst of the worst

But no one understand my question

An answer which is not an answer

Make me wanna give up

At the moment

Bcs of the ego

I nearly give up everything

And decide stop my diploma

Bcs all the time

What lecturer make me feel is

We are doing they like

Not we like

What they expected

Not what we accept

I think a lot

I got my own way to stand out

Even though without a diploma cert

I want to b who am i

Not who I am

Still haven't gt the answer

So I wnt give up

Which u all the best, SL

Mayb u're even happier without me

Rex, my ego really will kill me~~

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i choose to leave

I'm just a stupid girl

so i choose to leave

just want to remember ur good

and

forget ur bad

keep the best u in my heart

pls forgive me

and

pls forget me

be what u wanna be

.................

.........................

haiz

long time didnt set up so big booth d

carry stock here n there

and now my whole body aching

>.<

muscle pain so badly

yesterday set up 4 booths 

today set up 3 booths

i going crazy

....................

fair almost start

this time

i just want be a normal part timer

dun wan briefing

dun wan speech

focus on sales

fight for sales

speak for sales

this time target isn't that much

hope i can go thru

hehe^^

all the best to me

cant wait to see someone

miss someone so badly

>.<

enjoy ur holidays

enjoy my working life

my bad

he is no longer single

again

im speechless

.................................

i dun know how to say

how to start my words to her

i really dun wan hurt anyone

but i cant just keep quiet

i feel so guilty to her

bcs i keeping this secret for a long time

i didnt lie to her at the 1st place

but

after i know the truth

i get shocked also

i know i cnt straight tell her in suddenly

i keep find a best day n best way to tell her

i hope she will accept the truth

and im really sorry

*hug*

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Rex

finally i say out what i kept in m y heart for a long time d

is hard to carry best buddy secret

by not hurting others best buddy

>.<

i really dun know whether she can accept or not

but i really dun want see 

she keep fall deeper an deeper

hope this holidays will best day 

to her

wish to see a her smile again when college reopen

take care and all the best

by: Doreen Lim

memories....

when i'm back here

brother said
we, as a human
cannot forget our root
no root = no tree
no tree = no leaves
no leaves = no flower
no flower = no fruit

he said no matter how far he go
he still love to stay at our hometown

but deep in my heart
im opposite from my brother

i told my mum this sentence when i only 11 years old
" if i got the chance to fly, i will never back here.
i dun wan to stay here for forever"

isn't abt forgetting them time by time
is my dream getting bigger day by day

for sure
i wont forget where i born
what's my sir name

but for sure
i wnt because of this
and stay in a cage

brother bring me back to the place
full with memories

the place that we stayed for more than 15 years

is now developing
my hse actually jz next to the existing hse

our playground when we still kid
the plantation of vegetables

still got lots of places
but sadly
on that time
i dun own a camera
it remain only the memories

by: Doreen Lim

520

a day

with a date 520

I spent my whole day

in bus

from Penang to Melaka
about 7 hours

listening to song all the time
n thinking of u all the time

is kind of boring in the bus
take out my hp
and i start to play around

i msg 9 of my cute classmates
told them i love u
some of them reply me
" do u send wrong msg??"

the moment i saw those msg
i cnt stop laughing
especially his reply

7 hours shaking in the bus
finally i reach

Home sweet home
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Jonker street
with my bro's family

my cute nephew
really enjoy himself

meet some schoolmates there
i dun really recognized them
maybe i have a long time didnt go bk d

enjoy myself here

金牛座的我

金牛座、很會面對現實、說的都是實話
而往往說實話是最傷人的
而對方也很清楚金牛說的話一點都不假
比如對方問金牛愛不愛自己
金牛會回答 “有愛過!”
“後來為什麼沒有愛?”
“你真的想聽嗎?”……
金牛的態度會讓對方很清楚的知道
在繼續問下去只是拿刀往自己身上插而已

請好好珍惜金牛對你的好 
當金牛對你好時會好得沒有底 
但如果你不懂得珍惜 
一次又一次的傷害金牛 
總有一天你在他的心裡就不再那麼重要 
那時即使你挽回也沒有用了 
總有一些東西是變了 
每當你說出："關你什麼事?"時請想清楚 
不然你下次找他的時候得到的回覆可能是 "關我什麼事?"

牛牛再怎麼傷心、難過、他也會笑
沒有人看得出是真是假、只有自己知道
牛牛可以安慰別人、保護別人
但是卻用不到自己身上、固執的傷害自己
牛牛的發洩方式都是對自己的、他不會發洩到別人身上
他矛盾、他固執、他善良、其實苦的都是自己

成天混跡在各種熱鬧的地方來排解自己的寂寞
可是他們的內心始終都是別人無法靠近的
他們自己也很矛盾，埋藏了太多的事情
自己其實也很苦、想找個人傾訴
張了張嘴、卻又不知從何說起
於是索性笑一笑、沒有什麼大不了的
天踏了、牛角頂着
所以他們不甘寂寞、卻又真的很寂寞

理性、做事很實際
但是很嚮往不現實的事情

享受、喜歡自然舒適
喜歡美麗而且實用的東西
對於好吃的東西沒有抵抗力

獨占、佔有慾很強
無論是朋友還是愛人
必須讓他們感覺到他對於你們是重要的不可替代的
不能確定或沒有安全感的時候、會讓他們厭倦而放棄

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article above

is not 100% accurate but 80%

as a taurean

i born with strong ego
apologise to everyone
that if my words hurt u before












by: Doreen