Friday, June 15, 2012

suddenly.....


Suddenly

Wanna c ur face so badly

Wanna c the way u smile

Wanna c the way u smoke


When the moment u look at me

Is kind of weird

But I like it


We dun know each others

And Didnt even say hi when we meet


U're one of the kind

I admire


U have the guts to do everything

That I wont do


Pls do take care urself

Dun go too much clubbing


All the best n good luck



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Thursday, June 14, 2012

what u think abt LOVE?



Recently

We talk alots of topic abt relationships n love


And I realise

Not much ppls can let go easily


An open minded girl on love like me


After break up

Still can be good friend

Still can be best buddy


Nt bcs we never love each other b4

Is bcs they're the one understand u more than ur frens


Recently

A best buddy

Looks so tired

Looks so down

Looks so lonely


And I can do nothing

Jz try to be funny infront of him


Rex,

How come a person can bcm weaker when comes to love matter?


The best buddy I knew

Was very strong

Was very fast

Was very matured

Unlike the one I know now


Does love so powerful?

Turn a person 360 degree


Many of my frens change bcs of love

Many of my frena argue bcs of love

Many of my fren unfren bcs of love


Is that single a bad thing

Or single make u no face


If I can choose

I will be single


Im just like an eagle inside the wage

Cnt fly

Cnt open my wing

Cnt hunt


Only can c, can imagine, n wait


If u couple right now

Accept but not endure


Just hope the best buddy will be ok


Btw

U quite a long time didnt update ur blog

Hope to c u soon


All the best n jia u

Be happy






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Wednesday, June 13, 2012

dream again



Is u again

Always appear in my dream

And I call it sweet dream


Although is only a dream

But I feel u


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Saturday, June 9, 2012

a sleepless night



Finally i can sit down 
and concentrate on my drawing
even though i really tired
very very tired

but i still have to finished it
>.<

after last term assessment week
i never get to rest until today

seem like i still have a long time no need rest d
>.<
almost become a zombie d

assignments assignments and assignments
just the 2nd week
n i now start busy d

this few day
i'm so awkward

i need some booster
need some rest
need some slp

i feel so sorry to my lecturer
i disappointed him

unfinished work
>.<

haiz
again a sleepless night to finished it

GOD bless me

JJ
sometimes just need u to be my side
i need someone to talk to so badly
u're the one im only trust
u're the one true friend for me
i'm sorry for what i did
not purposely angry at u
is i really down on that day
n disappointed
bt rmb i always there to wait u

Rex
u're the best friend 
who always understand my situation
thanks for the words



thanks for best buddies who always be my side
appreciate it








Thursday, June 7, 2012

iit reach the top

I feel so helpless

I feel so tired


I have no idea how to do


I dun know who can talk to

I dun know who can understand


I really tired until the max


I going crazy soon

Bcs of all this


I never take a stress as a stress

But why now it bcm a stress for me


I hate myself




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when the day come



I miss u so badly

Every night dream about u


See u from far in a corner

See u happy far from here


Today

The 2nd time of burst infront of my frens

I dun know what happened to me

Maybe I really tired

Really frustrated

Really cnt understand


I burst


Tears keep drip without stop

The feeling of lost is worst of the worst


But no one understand my question

An answer which is not an answer

Make me wanna give up


At the moment

Bcs of the ego

I nearly give up everything

And decide stop my diploma


Bcs all the time

What lecturer make me feel is

We are doing they like

Not we like


What they expected

Not what we accept


I think a lot

I got my own way to stand out

Even though without a diploma cert


I want to b who am i

Not who I am


Still haven't gt the answer

So I wnt give up


Which u all the best, SL

Mayb u're even happier without me


Rex, my ego really will kill me~~


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Saturday, June 2, 2012

i choose to leave




I'm just a stupid girl
so i choose to leave

just want to remember ur good
and
forget ur bad

keep the best u in my heart

pls forgive me
and
pls forget me



be what u wanna be