Your dream will be part of my dream

after one year

i finally got my first car
the feeling is so happy so excited

first time drive so far
along the way from melaka to KL
from KL to ipoh
from ipoh to Penang

i meet 2 VIP in my life

one is my little boy
one is my buddy

little boy always there for me bo matter how
i truly appreciate that GOD bring him to me
a listener a angel a motivator in my life

buddy.. a man that always understand me
he know all the feeling all the passion
he know my name and my story

a journey is not journey without them

i just nothing to you

hey.. im here..

blog is the place whenever i cant find someone to talk and leave down the msg here

some are good;some are bad

the way i care is too much for you
the way i care make you feel weird
the way i care chase you away

i have no ideas what should i do

heart break for thousands times just bcs of your words
heart beat fast for thousands times also just bcs of your words

u are too affective to me
u are too poison for me

the closer i go the suffer i am

for no reason being good to you
for no reason giving unlimited to you
for no reason wanna treat you good as much as i can
for no reason i keep falling into you

there's many times i wanna give up
i wanna disappear from your life
i wanna hide far away from you

but who cares
you may never know
how important you are to me

i should stay away from you
just far away

i cant take it whenever you ignore me

After one and a half year

after one and a half year
we finally meet up

as usual my heart beat fast
as usual u pick me up at bus station

u look more matured
u look more gentleman

whenever i see u
i cant control myself for falling to you

i wanna hold ur hand so badly
u are sitting right in front of me
but i still miss u badly

thanks for giving me a chance to step one step closer to know abt ur lifestyle

i love ur life.. being a student
i will help u up no matter what..

i just dont want to see u go the way i went through..
i will never let u..

a message to you

*no matter what happen, i always here for you.. you are the one i dont want to lost so so so badly.. i cant imagine the life without you.. i love you..*

Non stop waving

Non stop

The wave is non stop waving 

Sometimes strong sometimes soft

Some ppl enjoy it

Some ppl hate it

The little boy

I really down really lost

But he saved me

No matter who is he

I still love him as always do

He make me smile make me laugh

Just like he always do

I have been one and half year didn't see him

And I so miss him

We have a lot of things to do when we meet up

We gonna to have all the so called

"Positive food" to recharge our energy

He is the only one 

I want to trust and really trust

I wish I can maintain this relationship till we get old

I wish he always there when I need him

And so I always there when he need me

Pray hard

We always as good as now

We always love each other 

We always protect each other

I'm back

But I will use a different way to treat the one treat me differently

Stay strong

Stay firm

Stay happy

Wouldn't understand

Can't stop being down to the sea

I can't understand why

I can't understand how

Rolling on the bed for 2 days d

Still a lot of negative energy

My positive energy all gone

Buddy 2 words " jia you "

My tears non stop dropping 

Buddy one sentence " u can do it "

My heart straight drop to deep sea

This is the first time ever I feel so hard to stand up

This is the first time I feel like giving up

This is the first time I feel like so weak n sick

I pray hard for more courage for more positive energy

I really pray hard

I need a deep breath 

I need a good rest

I need an inner peace 

Can someone help me?

很累了

我真的不会了

我真的累了

到底要怎么做

到底怎么做才是对的

谁能教我

谁能告诉我

放弃

一切都没了

不放弃

一切都很难捱

迷失

真的很迷失

谋生

比谋生人还要谋生

坚持就会看到希望吗

还是坚持只会看到绝望

我不想后悔

我想坚持

可是我真的很累了

不解释说我不能沟通

解释了又说我自我

我到底应该怎么做