Never want that to be happen

Today is Good Friday 

*Throwback*

He facing his company problem since this year, his assistance steal his pendrive and all the info.. He urgently find new assistance.. And yeah, he manage to get 2 of them.. But this 2 ended with work stress and another cheating.. Make a lot of story just try to go other company interview and work.. Told him that she will be move to other state and settle some problems.. Then when he had no assistance she text him said she come back for a week, ask him whether need help or not.. And sorry for being so bitchy (myself), I check everything and found out that this girl never been to any state and all the time is in Penang.. Same time same date, she told him she at other state, but tagged in FB in Penang.. When I knew everything, I really dun know how to tell him.. I know he will feel hurt.. But I can't see him being cheated again and again.. So I managed to tell him.. And he said maybe I'm wrong.. And I was like WTF??!! I feel like I'm the stupid and idiot that care so much for u.. But what make me feel better is u tell me after few days that u reject her to come back for help.. 

And since that day, u never mention her anymore.. So many of interviews, I found 2 assistance for u.. And I feel relieve bcs this 2 girls really work hard and help u a lot.. While everything start to going smooth, again the problems appear.. Ur ex assistance meet ur boss, tell everything and caused u into trouble.. And yet ur boss stop ur salary and dun wan pick up ur call.. 

Today,

Finally u have the meeting with ur boss..

Is damn nervous for me..

I might not know what come next.. 

I scare u lost the job..

I scare u will lost ur mind..

And after so many hours,

U called me and tell me everything..

And suddenly u said sth I really dun like..

U said ur boss might move u to other state to form new team.. And u ask me to lead my own team in Penang to do all these.. I really feel so so so disappointed.. 

U said u will fight tgt to achieve the dream we want.. But now, it seem like u change ur mind bcs u get a better offer..

Although u tell me u never want to give up our company, but I really dun like this decision.. 

U said everything is still working on.. Won't be so fast and u will very happy to lead ur team at other state.. 

What my answer to u is I wnt help u lead the team for our company.. I really dun like to do this alone.. Although u told me before to ask me take care of this company.. But my answer still the same, I will not lead.. 

I hate to be a leader..

If ur decision is to leave Penang,

Same to mine I will leave to study..

14th of January- diary valentine's day

Today is

DIARY VALENTINE's DAY

and I have date with my job and my partner

From morning till night

And luckily we have some free time at the centre

We went to BM just to drop by sth for customer 

Then we back Penang again

Seen the time is still early

He bring me go shopping

What a surprise is

He wanna buy me a laptop bag

That's sound great seem my bag is almost spoiled and hole here and there

He can't find any nice bag that suit me

So we give up after walk to few shop

End up

I accompany him buy new year pants

What a sad case

I'm carrying my laptop bag the whole time

That's heavy~~>.<

Everyday facing him at least 15hours

The closer relationship ever

We are not couple but we look likes

In out always 2 person

Go shopping also 2 person

I'm so worry abt his the other half

>.<

Anyway he is my business partner yet my close buddy~~^^

Wish our company can grow bigger and bigger .. 

If the day coming...

I can't imagine 

What is my expression

When the day comes....

Will I feel happy

Or sad?

Will I say congrats 

Or goodbye?

Will I still be there

Or walk away?

The day we work tgt

Our working day 

From Monday to Sunday 

No weekdays and weekends

No day and night

Go out work since morning

Back home at midnight

My office 

A place that I can't be there

Due to that's a secret there

Therefore Your car

Become my second home

Small but comfortable

That's no tears but only laugh

That's no worry but only happy

That's no quarrel but only treasure 

You are the best comedy actor in my life 

You bring me happiness 

Bring me laugh

And make me like a crazy girl

We gt infinity topic to talk

We gt no limit of nonsense stuff

We gt unbeatable non-logic comedy

Let's fight for our dream..

Busy life

After graduate

I join him tgt to be our own boss

And the life goes fast

Everyday 12 hours working

And we didn't feel anything 

One week sleep not even more than 12hours

Is a normal things for us

In the midnight

Confirm artwork with customer 

Also part of our job

Everyday sit in his car

Go here and there

Like no day and night

One week by one week

I ard working for 3 months

Within this 3 months

I learn a lot 

No only design

But printing 

From a graphic designer

I try to be multipurpose designer

I draw floor plan

I do 3D layout 

I design furniture

I type proposal

I design uniform

And so on

He from a sales

Turn into photographer

And try to be designer

He gt a lot of ideas

A lot of images

Yet a lot of creative

I appreciate I got him as a business partner 

Bcs he trust me a lot 

He give me chances to be wild

We promise to each other 

We wnt give up till we achieve our dreams

He such a good guy

Thanks someone that introduce me to him

Both of us never expect we will be this close to each other

Everything come fast

And we know each other only half a year 

Stay happy with no worries

Hmm.. Just some words

Here I come again

When I have a lot of things to say

But I have no one to talk to

Most of my time

I spend with him

Ppl might thought we are couple 

In fact we are not 

As time goes by

Both if us used to it

But I know deep in his heart

He love her gf very much

I dun know what kind of girl she is

But from the way he descript

She like an angel 

She won't get jealous

She won't get angry

She is understanding

And so on

But some part of my heart

Didn't believe it 

Bcs girls always keep their hate in deep of their heart

Once they explode

That's no more words to talk 

He is a good partner yet a good buddy

We are so close to each other

I dun know what is the feeling towards him

Just know he more than a buddy

More or less like a brother like a family 

We care each other

We be each other audience

We understanding each other

I wish this friendship and partnership will never come to end

 

17th of november

17th of November

a special day to me and my family

i'm finally graduate!

is excited yet happy

all the hard-work pay

"Outstanding student award"

although what i hoping was top student award

i know my dad and mum are truly feeling proud

but i know i still can do even better in future

a bit disappointing on that day

i really wish he can attend but he didnt

anyway i know he always there when i need him

here i share some pic on that day

That's me and my little supporters

they came along way from melaka to penang

i feel touch for everything

my family members

the best shelter always

and less one big big brother

the best buddy in collge

the crazies gang ever

anyway i will miss all the moments at college

a new chapter to go on

i know i can be the best

Thanks GOD for everything