Calm

Sorry for being extremely curious for everything 

Curious

Stubborn

Over protect

Over confident

Jealous 

Selfish

Rude

I have all these nature attitude and personalities within myself

I always have a lot of questions

I always curious about everything I seen

I always try to know try to observed

And I notice I know too much

And I notice I observed too much 

Because of curiosity 

I have strong observation 

And I become over confident

When I become over confident 

I being too protective and start being selfish

When everything become selfish

I start to be stubborn and rude

Even not to accept people comments

And even jealous the one better than me

For me,

Being jealous is better than just admire

Jealous bring u stronger WANTED feeling

Admire bring u normal ACCEPT feeling

I am not the perfect one

But I do my best to be the perfect one

I am not good in everything

But I learn to be good in everything 

I am not smart to be a person 

But I observe how to be smart

I am not the friendly one

But I do give a smile to everyone

I am not the good good girl

But I do my best to be the supergirl

I am not the one for NEVERMIND

But I do my best not keep in mind 

I am not the kind hearted one

But i do my best not to be selfish with u

I can do whatever u ask to

Just because GIVE AND TAKE

I believe in karma

So anything I can help I will do

I step a wrong big step

To show everyone the perfect side

No one will accept the imperfection from me

I start a friendship with smile 

I start a friendship with love

I start a friendship with kind

I start a friendship with manners

And all these turn into a trouble now

A huge trouble

Once u show ur perfect side

They will always want the perfect one from u

Greedy

Everyone is too greedy

I treat u good treat u fine

Is not my living motto

But is my living attitude

Don't treat it as I should do this

Polite

Humble

These nature attitude can't find within me

I'm not the polite one

I'm not the humble one

I have super strong ego

I can't accept people taking granted from me

I can't accept people step on me

I can't accept people making fun of me

I can't accept people critics me

I can't accept people betray me

I can't accept people backstab me

Because of this strong ego

I can't put down my face and bow to u

I can't put away my ego and easily apologise

I can't knee down to beg u

Sorry to being so strong and so firm

Sorry to being so stubborn and so hard

Sorry to being so straight and so cool

Pls do accept this is me

The real one

The imperfect one

The stubborn one

A serious Saturday morning